Where do I start......
I have no idea where to start with writing my blog......
It's funny to think that I have a tone of ideas of what I want to talk about.....lots of tips to pass on, but where do I start... Perhaps, I should take the same advice I gave my 15 year old when she was wondering where to start her history summative....start at the beginning and go from there.
So here I am. To be honest I am scared shitless that nobody will read this. Actually, I am more scared that someone will read it and think it's crap. I've gone far enough to be sitting here at my computer now. I might as well just take a chance. Because as scared as I feel right now that I am going to fail, I am more terrified of the feelings of regret I will have if I don't at least try.
I am a business woman, a companion and my most important role to me, I am a mother to 3 amazing girls. I decided 6 years ago that I was going to take myself back from the abyss I was falling into. I had a few glimpses of the woman I wanted to be, but kept losing her, until I couldn't avoid it any longer.
This journey of redefining myself has been quite the rollercoaster. I had a new retail business which required me to be present 6 days a week, 14 hrs a day, and 3 young kids to raise. My marriage had ended and I had moved back in with my parents so they could help with my girls. My feet were planted firmly on the ground at the bottom of the hole I had fallen into. To some it may seem quite dismal, and I do not take the end of my marriage lightly, but for the first time in a long time I felt like I was back in control of the direction my life could take. When you are feeling like you are at the very bottom, the only way to go is up. Now that, is a very good feeling.
I've learned so much about myself and the world in the past 6 years and this is the place where I am going to share with you what has helped me, hurt me and thrusted me to where I am today!
I am Karen Anne Fasulo, Welcome to my blog.